how can i ever go through life without non-stick frying pans..
… it’s an hour past midnight …
i’m not sure what to say/type, but el greso said i should just post something for the sake of it. i was actually planning to resurrect my love for blogging (or bitching about my personal problems, rather) much earlier than this, but then realizing i just did not have the spare time for it (especially towards the end of the semester), i totally dropped the idea, up until now, of course.
supposedly, my plan was to start my first post on the first day of the new year (2011), but then i thought about it; it’s not as if anyone will be anticipating my return lar. it was just an idea to keep me on track, in case i fall flat on starting something new again, as it’s been happening quite frequently with me. reason being, i lose interest in things very quickly. thus the reason i like to surround myself with new things. who doesn’t like new things? not me. new things have the ‘new thing’ smell. but i digress.
initially i was actually planning to post up an introductory video of sorts, to show first time visitors around the blog. but i think i will be dropping that idea for now. point one being that i am not familiar with tumblr yet, as was using blogger before the jump. also, i am still unreasonably camera shy. do not ask me why. as i would also like to know.
mmm. i think i will maintain this blog for the purpose of keeping memories, especially my thoughts on certain things going on in my life now. trust me when i say, there is a lot of shit going on now that i, personally, think i am still too young to (be able to) deal with or have to (/could) care about. but, this is life after all. have to deal with things as they come, and prepare yourself for the next bomb up your ***.
but then again … i am the only child! why do i have to deal with this!?
because papa is gone (may his soul rest in peace), and you have to be strong for mummy.
the only child gets it, and will try his best.
… while still being acting spoilt. (acting =/= being)